Something has moved, something has happened that touches a deep (or hidden) emotion in me and do not know what is. I want to hear and I do not hear, I want to see, and I do not see, I want to understand and I do not understand. Only my body is placed in a subtle alert and I feel it wants to stop, to stay still and not to move to allow what is going on – and I do not hear, nor see, nor understand- finding its place, sedimenting itself in still waters. It is an active, humble, respectful and trusting stillness… maybe the sediment is nutritious and can give some fruit sometime, somewhere … in my being with all.
